Snippets of Memories
by Ena Angelica Luga
I remember my mom and I were making waffles. Suddenly the chair on which I stood started to rock, and I fell. The batter being cooked in the waffle maker spilled and scalded my leg. I remember being in the car afterwards, and imagining the road engulfing us. That is about all that I remember. I was only four years old.
I do not remember what happened after I fell. I do not remember how we got out of the house and into the car. I do not remember where we went afterwards. I do not remember hearing the wails of people waiting to be rescued from the Hyatt Hotel that was described as collapsing like an accordion being squeezed to produce sound. I do not remember the stench of cadavers rotting, the lack of water and electricity, the food shortage. They say children are the most to make use of selective memory as a coping mechanism. Hence, I rely on my mother’s stories to complete the picture of this part of my life.
Our family had been in Baguio for more than five years before the 1990 earthquake struck. With my dad then in the Army, we lived in the Philippine Military Academy. When the ground started to shake, my mother said it felt like we were out on sea during a storm. It was difficult to believe that we were actually on land. Everything was being tossed as if by strong waves. She remained glued to where she was, watching the refrigerator and television as they seemed to come to life. She describes them as seemingly walking, swaying from side to side as they moved forward. All the glassware stored in cupboards fell and were shattered, but she noticed them only after the ordeal. She was mesmerized by the “walking” appliances, shaken only from this stupor by my dad’s aunt who was then vacationing in our home. Lola Honey was hanging clothes outside to dry when the earthquake started. She then started screaming for us to get out of the house, but all the doors were blocked. In the end, we had to climb out through a window and drive to our neighbor’s lawn where we set up a tent not long after. Moments later, rain started to fall hard.
About an hour before the earthquake, mom said the animals started acting weird. Our pets were restless. The dogs were howling and running around the house like fools. The chickens kept crowing despite the fact that it was the middle of the afternoon. On the other hand, everything seemed eerily still and quiet. Even leaves were not moving because there seemed to be no wind at all. But during those times, nobody looked out for signs like these. Nobody expected what happened an hour later.
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In Sweden, we tend to take everything for granted. There’s clean water, a sewage system, electricity, internet, television, and libraries. Everybody goes to school, and almost everyone has a roof over their head. It is easy to forget that all these things are not a given for everybody, or rather the majority of the worlds’ population. When I talked to people in the Philippines they couldn’t believe that a country could only have 9 million inhabitants, which is more like the population for a mid-size city in Asia. I, on the other hand, had a hard time grasping how a city with 16 million people was organized and how much the regions could differ.